Slave to the Past

The last few weeks im starting to see how people are so lost in the past (why why why )
learn from the past find the good an the negative decide what was relevent an use the postives for the future if your not progressing you are failing even if you are just standing still. What i
notice is people attach theirselves to the negatives of the past wether it was a certian event time
period or a certain person , stop using situations to blame on the present or the future .
If someone hurt you or a relationship doesnt work why would you go back while you are dwelling
on the past you are missing out on the furure Dont let the past dictate your future when you
let something or someone determine your feelings you become a slave to them .



how many times does it take for a person 2 relize the past didnt work so why go back ... close ur eyes take a deep breath an leap forward

Random Thoughts

Im not perfect nor do i claim to be im not trying to be confusious either i try an put my life experiences out there to help others . Ive had problems with all of this in my life before but
i try an tackle each one 1 by 1

BLAMING-
The day we start taking ownership for lifes mistakes an our problems instead of blaming someone else for it .You will better off because once you find your problem you can see were
an when you went wrong therefore for you can find a solution

Poor Me-
Honestly this really works my nerves i hold secrets of many people an i promise you I can name
at the minimum 5 people who have it worst then you do . An swear to you you will be stronger becuase of your problems as long as you work an fight through your problems with courage
as some one much wiser then me told me God doesnt give you anything you cant handle.

Neediness Of Love-
I see an i have been there were a male or female feels they are not complete with out a relationship . You can not love someone else until you completely love yourself you can not FULLY (mentally emotionally sexually) give yourself to someone if you cant look in the mirrior
an honestly love the person that looks back at you this is goes both ways for YOU or your PARTNER


Ive been to the bottom of the barrel I have hit rock bottom its a tough climb back to the top
weed out the negative an bask in the light of the positive

A 'Lil Sumthn To Think About

There is NO differnce between a baby an someone who solves their problems with alcohal
They both cure there tears with a bottle
Nova

They Say Money Makes The World Go 'Round

If you Know the COST of EVERYTHING but the VALUE of NOTHING what good is that


They say money makes the man i prefer man makes the money i personally refused
to be defined by anything materialistic . Ive had 2 of everything ive also lived in a cardboard box
and i think those are the situations who have made me the person who i am to today i am not
saying i am perfect but i have grown an changed dramatically over my short 23 years of life i dont have the nicest things in life but at the moment i am truly happy i have great friends an a few i consider my family i have to beautiful but smart ass daughters who i dont get to talk to as often as i like but i know they love me i have a roof over my head food to eat and i have my health what more could i ask for thats all i need .
LIKE I SAID
happiness is the key to success when u get paid I AM NOT saying blow your whole paycheck but set aside to do something special for yourself or with your loved ones becuase besides all lifes dramas you have to make those moments that you can remember when times are really rough an when you grow old lay stepping stones for your children even if its 25 bucks for the dolla menu take em to the park then pay your bills
LOVE YOURSELF BEFORE YOU LOVE MATERIALISTIC THINGS

Monthly Card Reading

Over the last year i found it hard to have faith with all the things life was throwing at me i would curse an call ou the lord begging for a break or just sumthn that was solid then he sent it to me in the form a friend she means alot to me an she has been nothing but hard honest cold truth an thats what i need .She has the sence about her that makes you believe she has these Angel Cards it is nothing satanic im not really sure what the full story behind them is but the point is she gave me something to believe in an it has got me through alot of dramma an hardships you can check her blog out at - latinabeatz.blogspot.com -

HERE WAS MY LATEST ANGEL CARD READING

1. Present- Angel Oceana "Take action. You're in touch with your truth in this situation, and you need to trust your gut and lovingly assert yourself"
2. Immediate Future- Angel Sonya "I bring you a message from your deceased loved one: 'I am happy, at peace, and I love you very much. Please don't worry about me."
3. Three months ahead- Angel Fiona "Now that you've asked the angels for help, be open to receiving Divine guidance and assistance. You deserve Heaven's help!"
April May June-Angel Daniel "I am the Angel of Marriage, and I am assisting you right now."
July August September- Angel Maya "Schooling, study and education help your life's purpose and personal growth at this time. The angels will guide you and help you with this process."
October November December- Grace and Antoinette "To help heal this situation, see the other person's point of view with compassion."
Thanks for your patience! See a lot of your card readings are very similar. You are meant to do great things, you are given situations in life because YOU SURVIVE! God only gives us what we can handle. I truely believe we pick our lives with god before we are born. This particular life we are to learn lessons.
Hope this helps!

EVEN I HAVE A HARD TIME

Staying positive and i struggle with it . It always seems like when you are trying to be positve everthing an everyone is on a mission to sabatoge your mood With a world of shady people and
dirty deeds done dirt cheap what is the trick to keeping your head up . Its simple but hard to do
"SMILE LIKE YOU DONT NOT A CARE IN THE WORLD" an even throw in a smart ass wink like fucker(excuse my language)i know what your doing but im to annoited to be disappointed an to damn blesses to be stressd . And i promise you it will piss them offmore then anything. Trust the satisfaction will be there and you havent lost you self control and you dont become a slave to someone elses negativity

RESENTMENT

"When you hold resentment toward another, you are bound to that person or condition by an emotional link that is stronger than steel. Forgiveness is the only way to dissolve that link and get free.”